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I managed to locate the backed up files on the other computer. Couldn't help but to rewind it a few months back. I looked at it all, and I was just sucked into it.

All this time, I've been wasting my time on what I am weak at. I just wanted to solve a problem, but it seems that I've perpetuated it, and I've done this a few times. So now, all I see is what I've failed to do. I know each person has ups and downs, but I seem to have forgotten all the successes that I've accomplished.

All I wanted to do is to ramble about this. I didn't plan on any conclusion, so I'm cutting this post off right here.

I'll find my own light on this one - hopefully, eventually. If you want to join in and give me a hand, I'll appreciate it.